Cleaning My Tabs Cleaning My Tabs

Posted by brilokuloj on Apr 21, 2024

On April 3, at 8:45 PM, with nothing else to do except suffer, I began the task of cleaning out my more than 400 open Firefox tabs.

This isn’t all of them because that would be insane. But here’s a look into my life. I hope you enjoy it.

Also, clean out your tabs. It’s good for you.

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Roblox - The Hunt, Part 4

Posted by starsystemerror on Apr 21, 2024

After the nightmare that was last evening of The Hunt, I figured I’d go with as safe a bet as possible.

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Dreamhopper The Vinca

Posted by brilokuloj on Apr 14, 2024

As a new Furcadia player circa 2001-ish, Sippy’s journey would begin thusly:

A set of stairs downward, suspended in the clouds

Wow. That’s a bleak way to introduce your virtual world, isn’t it?

I mean, what does this imply? The descent downward is hallowed across our storytelling canon as a symbol of descent into madness, from Dante’s Inferno to, uh, all those scenes that gave me nightmares from All Dogs Go to Heaven.

There’s only one place to go.

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Roblox - The Hunt, Part 3

Posted by starsystemerror on Apr 12, 2024

I took a day off of The Hunt, but am back into it full force this evening, starting with a game I thought would be a pretty simple generic hangout game.

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Roblox - The Hunt, Part 2

Posted by starsystemerror on Apr 5, 2024

Another day of The Hunt has passed. I had dreams about the Tsunami Game last night. After my daily required running around as a creature in Sonaria to restore my sanity after work, I resumed my quest for badges.

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My Tooth Poem

Posted by brilokuloj on Apr 2, 2024

A meme stating 'My mouth without my wisdom teeth'. The background is a popular utopia meme image. The text shows dolphins splashing in front of a rainbow. The corners of the image, where my wisdom teeth once were, have a Francis Bacon painting of a figure in contorted agony.

Yesterday, after 5 years of suffering with increasingly chipping and cracked wisdom teeth, I finally got accepted (after a 1 year waiting period!) by an oral surgeon covered by my insurance that agreed to remove my teeth.

For the past few days before this, my anxiety had grown exponentially, and I began to imagine worse and worse scenarios. And that was before I was asked to go off of my anti-anxiety medication in preparation for the operation!

On the drive to the hospital, I finally had enough, and I decided that instead of letting these terrible thoughts swell up in my brain forever – every single time I had a thought, I would write it down. Like casting it into a wishing well that, instead of making the wishes come true, it rather whisks them away to a place that I don’t have to think about them anymore.

And so, I decided that this would be my tooth poem.

Here it is.

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